The heat over the dry ridges of the scrub-lands did not shimmer; it pressed down like a heavy, salt-crusted wet blanket. The senior monk's sandals had worn through at the left heel three days ago, and every step over the jagged flint brought the sharp, uncompromising bite of the earth directly into his calloused flesh. He did not limp. Limping was an argument with what was. Beside him, the junior novice was making enough noise for an entire army of aggrieved souls. The youth's tongue clicked against the roof of his mouth, a dry, rhythmic clock ticking away the seconds of his profound misery.
They were three weeks out from their home temple, bound for the high terraced valley near the coast—where an old friend, a lifelong companion from their early days of ordination, waited near the end of his own life. But between their intention and their destination lay three hundred leagues of dust, minor bandits, and the young companion's ceaseless internal monologue, which frequently spilled out into the open air.
"The master at the gate house said this was the short path," the young novice muttered, wiping a sleeve across a brow that had broken out in small, red heat bumps. "He neglected to mention that the short path was engineered by someone who clearly hated human ankles. My water skin has smelled like old goat skin since Tuesday, Bhante. And I am fairly certain a small beetle has taken up residence in my left ear."
The elder monk adjusted the strap of his heavy wooden pack. Inside it were no relics, no precious scriptures inscribed on gold plates, and no silver coins. It contained three changes of coarse robes, a small iron cooking pot that had lost its handle in an encounter with a startled wild creature, and a large, remarkably ugly clay water bowl.
The bowl was the elder's prize possession, given to him forty years ago by his own teacher. It was thick-rimmed, unevenly fired in a primitive kiln, and possessed a distinct wobble when set upon a flat surface. It was also, as of that morning, cracked down the side. A hairline fracture, costly but barely visible to the naked eye, yet wide enough to weep water at the steady rate of one drop every thirty paces.
"A beetle in the ear is an excellent meditation object," the senior monk said, his voice like dry gravel sliding down a chute. "It reminds us that the boundary between the internal world and the external world is purely a matter of personal stubbornness. Listen to its little legs. Does it walk with anger, or is it merely seeking a quiet place to contemplate the void?"
"It is biting me, Bhante," the young novice said flatly.
"Ah. Then it is a teacher of immediate sensation. Be grateful it does not charge tuition."
They reached a small, stunted juniper tree that offered approximately four inches of actual shade. The companion collapsed against a boulder with a sound like a sack of turnips being dropped from a hay wagon. He immediately reached for the clay water bowl which the elder had set down with extreme, almost absurd care on a flat rock.
"Don’t touch it," the master warned mildly.
"Bhante, we have been carrying this five-pound lump of dirt for twenty miles, and half the water we put into it at the well is currently nourishing the thistles along the road. Why are we not using the leather skins? Leather doesn’t bleed." The companion stared at the bowl with open hostility. "It’s broken. It has fulfilled its nature as a temporary gathering of molecules and has decided to return to the dust. We should assist it."
"Everything is broken," the senior monk said, sitting cross-legged on the bare earth, ignoring the sharp stone that pressed directly into his nerve. He breathed in the heat, let it sit in his lungs until it felt natural, and blew it out. "You are broken. I am broken. The world is broken. The trick is to see the beauty in how the water leaks out."
"That sounds very poetic when you are the one not carrying the wet spot on your hip," the companion grumbled. He leaned his head back against the rock, his eyes closing from sheer exhaustion. "If we die of thirst out here, I will make sure my ghost haunts your favorite tea cups."


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